Tell you what...The rule of "No Sacrifice No Value" is working sometime... Now I know how to look at the sky in a good view. But I still moody sometime but I'm learning too be positive now... ^^

My logic seem like useless

I try to apply the rule of "No Sacrifice No Value", but seem like I'm fail maybe you will no feel its value is high even though you sacrifice more sometime. I still like her very much even though I sacrifice for other quite much, it's quite no logic for me =(

The day she go back to her University and I go back to mine

I'm at airport on Kuching. This afternoon I came to here because my friends was going back to their University including her. As what I expect, I didn't say anything to her since I didn't have the chance to do so. It's also a good thing, at least this is something follow my logic. Hope I happy for it in the future , wish I still have the chance to be with her. And now I'm still here wait for the time for me to go back to my university arrive. Don't know I should happy or sad.^^

Why? Told me this.... I feel like wanna cry T.T

Why????? Wanna tell me she had feeling with me sometime. What should I do now????? I feel like wanna cry now...... Why wanna let me now? I was trying hard to keep my feeling with her in my heart. Why made my feeling come out again? Felt like wanna tell her my feeling just now but my logic tell me the timing is wrong. ARHHHH..... My heart is hurt to give up the chance but is it will succeed if I didn't give up? I don't know. I think I will use my logic to make a decision but don't know I can do it or not?????

Clear Mind Now

My mind is clear what I want in love after I had been talked with her. I believe everything can be clear if we use our mind to figure out what we want and what do happen actually. I wanna to be with her but not now because I haven't got my confidence. I just wanna treat her as normal. I hope I can find my confidence before the chance for me to with her hasn't flown away. I know it might be at least take two years time but PLEASE DON'T LET ME LOSE THE CHANCE..... SHE REALLY THE ONE I WANNA BE WITH HER.

Move To The Wrong Way

I would like to say I wrong before this. I thought she scared of love just because not confident because of never but I was wrong, she is not confident because of feel guilty. See how stupid am I. What should I do if she feel accept me if sorry to others who love her? Someone please tell me ARRRRHHHH...........

The Sky Is Big

The sky is very big. I think our love should be like that also. There are so many people on the world. Why we need to stay on one point only. This is what my logic tell me, but I'm not sure how far I can do it because I feel I can do it sometime but sometime not. Should I stay on a point? I have unknown answer for this question for this moment maybe next moment I will know ^^