Clear Mind Now

My mind is clear what I want in love after I had been talked with her. I believe everything can be clear if we use our mind to figure out what we want and what do happen actually. I wanna to be with her but not now because I haven't got my confidence. I just wanna treat her as normal. I hope I can find my confidence before the chance for me to with her hasn't flown away. I know it might be at least take two years time but PLEASE DON'T LET ME LOSE THE CHANCE..... SHE REALLY THE ONE I WANNA BE WITH HER.