Clear Mind Now

My mind is clear what I want in love after I had been talked with her. I believe everything can be clear if we use our mind to figure out what we want and what do happen actually. I wanna to be with her but not now because I haven't got my confidence. I just wanna treat her as normal. I hope I can find my confidence before the chance for me to with her hasn't flown away. I know it might be at least take two years time but PLEASE DON'T LET ME LOSE THE CHANCE..... SHE REALLY THE ONE I WANNA BE WITH HER.

Move To The Wrong Way

I would like to say I wrong before this. I thought she scared of love just because not confident because of never but I was wrong, she is not confident because of feel guilty. See how stupid am I. What should I do if she feel accept me if sorry to others who love her? Someone please tell me ARRRRHHHH...........

The Sky Is Big

The sky is very big. I think our love should be like that also. There are so many people on the world. Why we need to stay on one point only. This is what my logic tell me, but I'm not sure how far I can do it because I feel I can do it sometime but sometime not. Should I stay on a point? I have unknown answer for this question for this moment maybe next moment I will know ^^

Hopefully It's Useful

Sad to say that she reject me to have a lunch again but this time I don't really feel sad because I didn't really plan to have the lunch haha.. I just wanna explain something during this lunch but I just called her to explain. Hopefully she get what I wanna say.

My 21 years old birthday

14/06/2009, Sunday is my birthday. I didn't sleep at the morning since the day before that. I went to find her start from 12 am but I daren't to find her directly so I wait until around 4am just had the chance to talk with her. I think I was so stupid since I was waiting for a long period then just talked with her for a moment. The I went back and took a moment back then went to play badminton with my friends. I was sleeping at afternoon for tonight dinner with my group of friends to celebrate my birthday. I think I was happy because the dinner and the present from they.

The date fly away

12/06/2009, Friday night I felt sad because I couldn't have a date with here on the next day because she said she has something to busy with and cannot wake up early. Luckily my sadness not too deep because I guess it since early. I don't how sad am I if I did full with hope to know this result. I think it must be very hurt.

Woke Up Early For Fun

07/06/2009,Monday morning I went to cycling with my friend this morning around 6 am. We were cycling to her house. I consciously find the hard way to move ^^

Besides that, that day I felt happy because I was getting close with her since I had been given a chance to teach her swimming.

Happy birthday, Miss Lizard. Believe as a friend I really wish you all the best. Good luck and have a nice birthday.

Final Exam Result Of My First Year Second Semester

I felt sad with my bad result because I got 3/7 C+ for my result. It's unexpected result. Don't know is because I was too confident or what. I really a bit hard to accept this kind of bad result even though I still can get 3 above for my pointer but it's really not what I want, it's worse. Haiz.... But what can I do since the result cannot change already. Look forward for the next semester. Gambateh... ^^